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Basic Flatbread Recipe

Draft 2

As I mentioned in a previous post, I bake bread.1 In response to that post, a reader asked about other kinds of bread I bake.2 So, I thought today I would write about my flatbread recipe.3

All things considered, it’s not much different than the basic bread recipe.4,5 It also contains between 3 and four ingredients.6 It follows below. As before, it is adapted from this website’s book.

Basic Flatbread Recipe:

Ingredients:
5 pounds flour.7
10 cups water.8
2 heapingish tablespoons salt.9 2 heaping tablespoons yeast.10

Dough Directions:
Mix all ingredients together.
Cover, but not airtight.
Let sit until at least doubled.
Optionally: refrigerate at any point after mixing. This delays souring.
Once risen, I tend to pick up and drop the container holding the dough to deflate it, but that’s mostly just because it’s fun to watch. I have no clue what the effects are on the dough.
Cover airtight.

Baking Basics:
Flour the dough.
Pull out volume of dough desired.
Using plenty of flour, stretch until at desired thinness.
Note: If it begins shrinking, let stand for a few minutes then try again.
Put into oven preheated to hottest temperature for a while.11
Pull out when dry.
Serve.

Draft 1

As I mentioned in a previous post, I bake bread. Now, in response to that post, a reader asked about other kinds of bread I bake.12 So, I thought today I would write about my flatbread recipe.

All things considered, it’s not much different than the basic bread recipe.13 It also contains between 3 and four ingredients.14 It follows below. As before, it is adapted.

Basic Flatbread Recipe:

Ingredients:
5 pounds flour.15
10 cups water.
2 heapingish tablespoons salt.16 2 heaping tablespoons yeast.17

Dough Directions:
Mix all ingredients together.
Cover, but not airtight.
Let sit until at least doubled.
Optionally: refrigerate at any point after mixing. This delays souring.

Baking Basics:
Flour the dough.
Pull out volume of dough desired.
Using plenty of flour, stretch until at desired thinness.
Note: If it begins shrinking, let stand for a few minutes then try again.
Put into oven preheated to hottest temperature for a while.18
Pull out when dry.
Serve immediately19


  1. or at least, I used to bake bread and still know how to

  2. the actual comment was “Didn’t you start making flatbread? Is that worth mentioning?”

  3. I also didn’t have anything else on my mind

  4. I don’t really feel like I should link the same post multiple times(?)

  5. although arguably all things considered almost every (food) recipe isn’t that different, since they alI give directions for how to prepare food, and compared to say, how to write a novel, they give more similar information. But I digress

  6. because yeast is optional after batch one (and even at batch one if you like to be risky)

  7. the reasoning is given in the first bread post

  8. astute readers may notice that there is more water here

  9. I like my flatbread a little saltier than my regular bread, but that’s just me

  10. or not

  11. I generally hope for thirty minutes, but any amount of time (including while it’s heating) works

  12. the actual comment was “Didn’t you start making flatbread? Is that worth mentioning?”

  13. I don’t really feel like I should link the same post multiple times(?)

  14. because yeast is optional after batch one (and even at batch one if you like to be risky)

  15. the reasoning is given in the first bread post

  16. I like my flatbread a little saltier than my regular bread, but that’s just me

  17. or not

  18. I generally hope for thirty minutes, but any amount of time (including while it’s heating) works

  19. or not

First Day of Class!

Draft 2

As those of you keeping up with my life may know, today was my first day of class at the British University I’m studying1 at this semester.2 It looks to be a really fun class! The professor seems nice and helpful,3 the topic seems interesting,4 and the students seem nice.5 Unfortunately, felt a lot like I did when I would visit a class back in the days of the college search.6

For those of you who aren’t in the college search, who finished that ordeal long ago, or who simply don’t understand what I’m talking about, a frequent part of many campus visits is a chance to watch a class take place. You get to see students interact with each other and a professor in a somewhat live environment. But, since you7 tend to visit these classes near the end of the term, there’s a lot of context behind many statements that don’t make sense.

That’s more or less how I felt here. The major is apparently fully tracked here, and only about 30 members strong. So, each of them takes every class together, and takes the same class. In effect, they have more continuity and similar educations to each other over the entire year of class they’ve had than Grinnell has in its one year Organic Chemistry sequence.8

The professor would say things like “So-and-so mentioned this last spring, so can anyone remember (related topic)?”9 Also, I don’t really know much10 about Material Science.11

But, this isn’t to bemoan my fate. As I mentioned above, I’m still incredibly excited to learn about polymers! Sure I may not have the same prior experience as the other students in the class, but that’s half the fun!

Draft 1

As those of you keeping up with my life may know, today was my first day of class at the British University I’m studying12 at this semester.13 It looks to be a really fun class! Unfortunately, I felt a lot like I did when I would visit a class back in the days of the college search.14

For those of you who aren’t in the college search, or who finished that ordeal long ago, or who simply don’t understand what I’m talking about, a frequent part of many campus visits is a chance to watch a class take place. You get to see students interact with each other and a professor in a somewhat live environment. But, since you15 tend to visit these classes near the end of the term, there’s a lot of context behind many statements that don’t make sense.

That’s more or less how I felt here. The major is apparently fully tracked here, and only about 30 members strong. So, each of them takes every class together, and takes the same class. In effect, they have more continuity and similar educations to each other over the entire year of class they’ve had than Grinnell has in its one year Organic Chemistry sequence.

The professor would say things like “So-and-so mentioned this last spring, so can anyone remember (related topic)?” Also, I don’t really know much about material science. Overall, this class should be a really fun way for me to learn a lot, and prepare me for the real world! I’ll have to learn the information, and also the expected prior knowledge. It’ll be a great time!


  1. partially

  2. the anti-terrorism sheet the other place I’m studying at made us read says not to post identifying information on the internet

  3. although he did comment on the fact that I was taking a lot of notes

  4. and some of the information I learned in my summer research. Weird how the things you learn on a tangent come back as the subject later on

  5. not that my description really means anything, since that just means they didn’t threaten or attempt physical harm on me, or tell me to be quiet without reason (and yes, me talking is reason)

  6. wow what an adventure that was

  7. or at least I

  8. where in Organic 2, the professor might have to say “oh, Prof. So-and-so forgot to cover this. Ok here’s a quick explanation”

  9. which is also super cool and I love that the professor knows that much about what his colleagues do.

  10. or really anything

  11. and I’ve forgotten terms like “Van Der Waals”

  12. partially

  13. the anti-terrorism sheet they told us to follow says not to post identifying information on the internet

  14. wow what an adventure that was

  15. or at least I

Pasta and White Sauce Recipe Recipe

Draft 1

Since coming to London, I’ve been trying new and exciting recipes.1 One of these, the focus of tonight’s post, is pasta in white sauce. There are a few reasons for this.

First, I like pasta. It’s a good comfort food and it’s hard to make badly. Second, I like milk based products. Third, I like being able to pretend I made something, more than just dumping something into a pot.

So, the recipe:

Ingredients:
Pasta
Butter
Cheese2
Flour
Milk
Salt

To Make Sauce:
Put approximately equal portions of butter and flour in a pan over medium to low heat.
Mix until it begins to brown.
Add milk and cheese.
Stir, adding more milk as needed.
Add salt to taste.
To Make Pasta:
Salt water.
Cook Pasta.
Drain Pasta.
Put Pasta in Sauce.
Serve.


  1. for very loose definitions of both words↩︎

  2. I’ve found that a little bit of Parmigiano-Reggiano goes a long way here↩︎

The Importance of Being Earnest Review

Prereading note: I find myself beginning to put my words to the page1 as the time quickly approaches midnight. As a result, I apologize for any roughness in this posting.

Draft 1

Tonight, I had the wonderful fortune of seeing The Importance of Being Earnest at the Vaudeville Theatre. Overall, the show was enjoyable, though different from what I had expected.

What was2 a show of subtlety and wit became, instead, a loud and forceful and exuberant farce.

From the beginning, I should have known it would be so, as the curtain onstage had a quote from Oscar Wilde:3 “If one tells the truth, one is sure sooner or later, to be found out.” As the show begins, a piano and accompanying orchestra play loudly and beautifully, as the stage slowly lights, and the once opaque curtain becomes transparent. The curtain opens, and we get a chance to see Algernon playing the piano. From his first actions, it is clear that this will be a show, not of subtly implied innuendo, but rather over the top theatrics and staging.

The blocking was continuously adding a second thread to the show. At the beginning, when Jack and Gwendolen are flirting during the conversation, their blocking is theatrical and beautiful. In scene three, the three servants add another layer to the show, reminding us both of the existence of the stage behind us, as well as the motion of life.

The lighting was continuously sublime. As peaks and valleys in action happened, so too did the lights subtly do so. In the second scene, as the day progresses, the stage left light slowly rose from perspective, and the fog on the stage cleared as well. It was a beautiful way to suggest the passage of time. In the third scene, where we see the world from the other side, just a short time later, the sun is facing from stage right. The little details like that made this production eminently enjoyable


  1. or digital analog of that at least

  2. from my reading of the text

  3. author of the show

Basic Bread Recipe

Draft 3

In my first year of college I gained1 the moniker of “bread guy.”2 Now, this was not an unforeseeable outcome. I baked3 bread almost every day, and tended to have the same problem: by the time I finish making bread,4 I don’t really want it anymore, since I would’ve been smelling it for the time it took to cook.5,6

This problem should have an easy resolution. I would just give it to my friends!7 Of course, sometimes my so called “friends” wouldn’t want to eat the bread I made.8

I know, It’s ridiculous to me too. Who wouldn’t want bread?

Nonetheless, I would need to get rid of the bread another way. My next step would be to find the people who occupy the hard to define mental space of people you know, but have no emotions attached to.9 Once I found them,10 I would also offer bread. That also didn’t have a 100% success rate, which hurt less.

Sometimes, I would just walk around campus and hand it out11 to whoever I saw, and sometimes I would just leave it in public spaces near people who volunteered to dispose of it for me. Nonetheless, I made a lot of bread and got known for it.

Now, the moniker served another purpose.12 The CS13 department14 at Grinnell College15was16 growing rapidly, so there were many students who might assume I was related to a member of the department.17 I assumed18 that being known as “slightly odd person who feeds us” was better than being known as “child of very odd, grumpy, and sarcastic person,” if only because I was being described as my own entity in the first.

But anyways, back to what’s important: bread. My recipe is adapted from this website’s book. I tend to make the dough in a 3 gallon ice cream container from Kilwins, as my family somehow acquired many of them. It exists below.

Basic Bread Dough:

Ingredients:
5 pounds flour19
8-9 cups water20
2 heaping tablespoons yeast21
2 lightly heaping tablespoons kosher salt22
Note: if making a second batch, if you leave the dough that is leftover in the container, you can skip the yeast.23

To Make Dough:
Add all ingredients together.24
Mix until it seems to be one coherent blob of dough.25
Cover, but not airtightly, and let sit at room temperature until doubled in size.26
Then, cover airtight27 for up to two weeks28 The longer you let it sit, the more sour it will be.29

To Cook:
Sprinkle flour on top of dough.30
Pull out a piece of dough the volume of bread you want.31
Generously coating with flour, gently fold it over itself until smooth everywhere except one spot.32
After placing the bread with the spot down,33 quickly score the surface of the dough with a razor blade, aiming for around half an inch deep.34
Put onto a stone in an oven preheated for around 30 minutes at 350 F35 with a stone and a baking tray36 inside, the tray beneath the stone.
Pour water onto the baking tray.37
Let cook until bottom is hollow when tapped, or properly golden brown.38
If in doubt, a few extra minutes never hurts, and often helps.39
Pull out and let cool.40

Draft 2

In my first year of college I gained the moniker of “bread guy,”41 Now, this was not an unforeseeable outcome. I baked42 bread almost every day, and tended to have the same problem: by the time I finish making bread, I don’t really want it anymore, since I would’ve been smelling it for the time it took to cook.43,44

This problem should have an easy resolution. I would just give it to my friends! Of course, sometimes my so called “friends” wouldn’t want to eat the bread I made.

I know, It’s ridiculous to me too. I would need to get rid of the bread another way. My next step would be to find the people who occupy the space of “people I have no feelings towards but am aware of their existence and believe they feel the same about me.”45 Once I found them,46 I would also offer bread. Sometimes, I would just walk around campus and hand it out47 to whoever I saw, and sometimes I would just leave it in public spaces near people who volunteered to dispose of it for me. Nonetheless, I made a lot of bread and got known for it.

Now, the moniker served another purpose. The CS48 department49 at Grinnell College50was51 growing rapidly, there were many students who might assume I was related to a member of the department.52 And, I figured being known as “slightly odd person who feeds us” was better than being known as “child of very odd, grumpy, and sarcastic person,” if only because I was being described as my own entity in the first.

So, bread. My recipe is adapted from this website’s book. I tend to make the dough in a 3 gallon ice cream container from Kilwins, as my family somehow acquired many of them. It exists below.

Basic Bread Dough:

Ingredients:
5 pounds flour
8-9 cups water
2 heaping tablespoons yeast
2 lightly heaping tablespoons kosher salt
Note: if making a second batch, if you leave the dough that is leftover in the container, you can skip the yeast

To Make Dough:
Add all ingredients together.
Mix until it seems to be one coherent blob of dough.
Cover, but not airtightly, and let sit at room temperature until doubled in size.
Then, cover airtight53 for up to two weeks54 The longer you let it sit, the more sour it will be.

To Cook:
Sprinkle flour on top of dough.
Pull out a piece of dough the volume of bread you want.
Generously coating with flour, gently fold it over itself until smooth everywhere except one spot.
After placing the bread with the spot down,55 quickly score the surface of the dough with a razor blade, aiming for around half an inch deep.
Put onto a stone in an oven preheated for around 30 minutes at 350 F56 with a stone and a baking tray57 inside, the tray beneath the stone.
Pour water onto the baking tray.58
Let cook until bottom is hollow when tapped, or properly golden brown.59
Note: I guess you can add extra water whenever, I just don’t because I’m lazy.
If in doubt, a few extra minutes never hurts, and often helps.
Pull out and let cool.

Draft 1

My freshman year of college, I was nicknamed “the bread guy,”60 Now, this was not an unforeseeable outcome. I baked bread almost every day, and ran into my usual problem with baking bread. By the time the bread would be finished cooking, I wouldn’t really want to eat it anymore, since I would’ve been smelling it for the time it took to cook.61

So, I would need to get rid of it somehow. Thankfully, instead of just setting it on fire,62 or otherwise wasting it, I would give it to friends. Of course, sometimes my so called “friends” wouldn’t want to eat the bread I made.

I know! It’s ridiculous to me too. So, I would need to get rid of the bread another way. Generally this meant finding the random people you know that you wouldn’t consider friends63 and offering them some fresh baked bread. Sometimes, I would just walk around campus and hand it out64 to whoever I saw, and sometimes I would just leave it in public spaces near people who volunteered to dispose of it for me. Nonetheless, I made a lot of bread and got known for it.

There was a motive behind getting this nickname. I knew that, since the CS65 department66 was67 growing rapidly, there were many students who might assume I was related to a member of the department. And, I figured being known as “slightly odd person who feeds us edible home made food” was better than being known as “child of very odd, grumpy, and sarcastic person,” if only because I was being described as my own entity in the first.

So, without further ado: my basic bread recipe. It is adapted from this website’s book. I tend to make the dough in a 3 gallon ice cream container from Kilwins, as my family somehow acquired many of them.

Basic Bread Dough: Ingredients:
5 pounds flour
8-9 cups water
2 heaping tablespoons yeast
2 lightly heaping tablespoons kosher salt

To Make Dough:
Add all ingredients together.
Mix until it seems to be one coherent blob of dough.
Cover, but not totally, and let sit at room temperature for a time lasting between: just barely doubled68 or up to 2 weeks.69
The longer you let it sit, the more sour it will be.

To Cook:
Sprinkle flour on top of dough.
Pull out a piece of dough the volume of bread you want.
Generously coating with flour, gently fold it over itself until smooth everywhere except one spot.
Putting that spot down,70 quickly score the surface of the dough with a razor blade, aiming for around half an inch deep.
Put onto a stone in an oven that has been heating for around 30 minutes at 350 F71 with a stone inside, and a baking tray72 beneath it.
Pour water onto the baking tray.
Let cook until bottom is hollow when tapped, or properly golden brown.73
If in doubt, a few extra minutes never hurts, and often helps.
Pull out and let cool.


  1. and lost

  2. the nickname apparently spread outside of my friendgroup(s), and when I’ve mentioned that I used to bake a lot of bread, I’ve had college friends exclaim “Oh! So you were the bread guy!” and then express displeasure over having missed meeting me until I became boring. (Dear Mom, I apparently was cool)

  3. I really feel like the past tense of bake should be “boke”

  4. or a lot of things if I’m being honest

  5. apparently many people feel the opposite about these sorts of things

  6. no, despite the fact that I’ve made upwards of 50 gallons of bread (because how else would you measure bread dough?) I still don’t know how long it takes to cook. It led to a problem this summer

  7. Yay friends!

  8. and wow it hurts the ego

  9. I really hope that’s a group of people others have in their mental spaces

  10. or messaged them

  11. more often when I made little breads (which are objectively adorable)

  12. yay for forethought and multiple advantages

  13. Computer Science

  14. I really hope I’m using the right nomenclature here, I wouldn’t want another snarky musing written about me

  15. Best school in Iowa(the best state)!

  16. is?

  17. not incorrectly

  18. foolishly

  19. yes, one bag of flour. I cook on the principle of “needing more than two tools to measure everything is a sign of poorly scaled recipes”

  20. depending on humidity and how long you plan to let the bread sit

  21. or not. It’s yeast, it grows. The more you add the faster it grows. The less, the slower

  22. wow that’s such a vague measurement. I guess slightly better than “enough” but really, just add enough that the dough tastes right.(Disclaimer: I’m not responsible for injuries resulting in dough consumption). Apparently raw flour is dangerous. But, what’s life without a little danger?

  23. also your dough will start more sour, which if you want that is good

  24. should I have said: add all ingredients to container? Eh

  25. blob is a very technical term

  26. because buildup of pressure can mean your house being covered in dough. According to many sources, that’s a bad thing

  27. or not if you’re lazy

  28. I assume you could go longer, but you know, it’s bread dough, it’s pretty easy to tell when it’s gone bad

  29. duh

  30. it makes me feel so cool

  31. i.e. loaf size, roll size, big loaf size, small loaf size, big roll size... (I’m not the best at knowing the size of things)

  32. it’s hard to explain but easy to do

  33. generally on parchment paper

  34. the most fun part

  35. no C because I don’t use metric when I bake

  36. I recommend one you don’t particularly care about

  37. which is why no to the caring

  38. if you grab the loaves enough the heat stops hurting

  39. don’t take that too far and just leave for 3 hours. Once it starts looking browner than gold it’s almost certainly done

  40. mmm, bread

  41. the nickname apparently spread outside of my friendgroup(s), and when I’ve mentioned that I used to bake a lot of bread, I’ve had college friends exclaim “Oh! So you were the bread guy!” and then express displeasure over never having met me. (Dear Mom, I have made friends)

  42. I really feel like this should be “boke”

  43. apparently many people feel the opposite about these sorts of things

  44. no, despite the fact that I’ve made upwards of 50 gallons of bread (because how else would you measure bread dough?) I still don’t know how long it takes to cook. It led to a problem this summer

  45. I really hope that’s a group of people others have in their mental spaces

  46. or messaged them

  47. more often when I made little breads (which are objectively adorable)

  48. Computer Science

  49. I really hope I’m using the right nomenclature here, I wouldn’t want another snarky musing written about me

  50. Best school in Iowa(the best state)!

  51. is?

  52. not incorrectly

  53. or not if you’re lazy

  54. I assume you could go longer, but you know, it’s bread dough, it’s pretty easy to tell when it’s gone bad

  55. generally on parchment paper

  56. no C because I don’t use metric when I bake

  57. I recommend one you don’t particularly care about

  58. which is why no to the caring

  59. if you do it enough it stops hurting

  60. the nickname apparently spread outside of my friendgroup(s) even, and when I’ve mentioned that I used to bake a lot of bread, I’ve had college friends exclaim “Oh! So you were the bread guy!” I promise it’s real

  61. no, despite the fact that I’ve made upwards of 50 gallons of bread (don’t ask why that’s my measurement) I still don’t know how long it takes to cook. It led to a problem this summer

  62. which happened once, and was a complete accident

  63. I really hope that’s a group of people others have in their mental spaces

  64. more often when I made little breads (which are objectively adorable)

  65. Computer Science

  66. I really hope I’m using the right nomenclature here, I wouldn’t want another snarky musing written about me

  67. is?

  68. approx. 4-8 hours

  69. don’t ask how I know

  70. generally on parchment paper

  71. no C because I don’t use metric when I bake

  72. I recommend one you don’t particularly care about

  73. if you do it enough it stops hurting

Toffee Recipe

Draft 3

There are some recipes I make mostly as an excuse to make others. Among those is toffee. Nowadays, I mostly1 make toffee when I’m making chocolate toffee cookies.2 This is not a recipe for the cookies,3 but only for the toffee.

Now, you may notice the preface of “nowadays” for how I make toffee lately. At first, I made toffee for its own sake. The first time I made it, I made it for one of my older brother’s friends. What follows is the fruit of my painstaking4 trials into making toffee.

Ingredients:
1/2 cup salted butter
1/2 white granulated sugar
1 dash vanilla

Directions:
Put butter in large sauce pan (at least 6x the volume of the butter) over low heat.
When butter is mostly melted, add sugar and vanilla, and mix until well incorporated.
While cooking, it should expand to a much larger size. When it does so, continue stirring until it reaches hard crack,5 or, once you’ve made it a few times, until the aroma and color is correct.
Pour into a well greased sheet pan
Let cool until solid.
Break into pieces.
Serve however you intend to.

Draft 2

When I was younger, one of the first recipes I taught myself6 was toffee. Now, this was not an unprompted decision. A friend of my brother remarked on the expense of it, and after looking at the price, I thought it unreasonable, given how simple the recipe is. And, after much experimentation with other recipes, I’ve found one that works for me. Here it is:

1/2 cup salted butter
1/2 white granulated sugar
1 dash vanilla

Put butter in pan over low heat.
When butter is mostly melted, add sugar and vanilla.
Cook, stirring occasionally until it begins to grow in size.
Continue cooking until when you drop a little into a glass of room temperature water, it cools to a hard, crunchy ball,7 then pour onto a greased sheet pan.
Let cool until solid.
Break into pieces.

Draft 1

When I was a young lad,8 I learned how to make toffee. Now, this was not an unprompted decision. One of my brother’s friends really liked toffee, and I learned this when I received an email from a candy company.9 He asked me how much it would cost to purchase some, and I thought the price looked ridiculous. When I looked up the recipe, it seemed simple enough to make. And, it is!10 So, a recipe for Toffee:

1/2 cup salted butter
1/2 white granulated sugar
1 dash vanilla

Put butter in pan over low heat.
When butter is mostly melted, add sugar and vanilla.
Cook, stirring occasionally until it begins to grow in size.
Continue cooking until the correct color, then pour onto a greased sheet pan.
Let cool until solid.
Break into pieces.


  1. read: exclusively↩︎

  2. because sometimes I’ll start making toffee and realize what I’ve done. The only solution is cookies.↩︎

  3. but one is probably forthcoming↩︎

  4. read: really delicious↩︎

  5. Wikipedia suggests that means 295-309 F, or 146-154 C. If you drop it into a glass of water, it should form hard balls or threads that snap, rather than bending.↩︎

  6. as opposed to being shown↩︎

  7. hard crack↩︎

  8. my father took me into the city↩︎

  9. I never know how much background information to give, but this feels like the wrong amount↩︎

  10. Yay!↩︎

Making a Mixtape

Draft 2

I couldn’t think of anything to write today. But, I was listening to a lot of music today, so I thought I’d try to make a mixtape. The theme is inspiration, specifically academic inspiration.

Front Side:
Anthem by Harry Chapin
Anything I’m Not by Lenka
Corner of the Sky from the Pippin (New Broadway Cast Recording)
Country Dreams by Harry Chapin
Cover of the Rolling Stone by Dr. Hook and the Medicine Show
Dammit Janet by the Rocky Horror Cast
Dancing Queen by ABBA
Don’t Stop Believing by Journey

Back Side:
Grey Seal by Elton John
A Hard Day’s Night by the Beatles
Heartbeat (It’s a Love Beat) by the DeFranco Family
How Far I’ll Go from Moana
It’s Still Rock And Roll To Me by Billy Joel
Kelly the Boy from Killane by the High Kings
Livin’ On A Prayer by Bon Jovi
Long Goodbye by the Nadas
Mo Ghile Mear by Celtic Thunder

Explanation: Like Chapin’s protagonist, who’s “looking for an anthem”, I start by searching for motivation to start a paper. But, within seconds of writing a paper, I realize that it’s hard to be “Anything I’m Not”, and I’m hoinh to procrastinate. I’ll go find my “Corner of the Sky” to hang out at until I have the motivation to work. While in the “Country(,) Dreams” of avoiding responsibility come into my head. But, if I want to make it “On the Cover of the Rolling Stone”, I’ll need to get to work, and “Dammit Janet”1 I can’t think of anything. I just want to be “Dancing (to) Queen”, not writing this paper. But I know that if I “Don’t stop Believing” and write this paper, I might have time to go out.

I can’t really work “Grey Seal” in here, but it’s a good next song. As I look at the clock, unsure of whether the 6 is an AM or PM, I realize it’s been “A Hard Day’s Night”. And, as the deadline approaches, our heart may start pumping out of control. But, if we remember that “Heartbeat (It’s a Love Beat)” you can tell yourself that it’s not panic, it’s love of the topic.

As the paper continues, I often wonder “How Far I’ll Go” in trying to finish the paper. What’s the tenuous connection I hope the professor won’t latch on to.

Each paper and assignment is still somehow different from the one before. But, as Billy Joel points out, “It’s Still Rock And Roll To Me”. Every work is different, but the same in principle.

“Kelly the Boy from Killane” is just a bop.

As I’ve mentioned a lot so far, as a deadline draws near, students often feel nervous, like they’re “Living On A Prayer”. And, as we look at the work we have left in the semester, and the time left to do it, we may have to say a “Long Goodbye” to our friends until the work we all have is resolved.

But, we have hope that we’ll make it through. “Mo Ghile Mear” is a song of hope, so it seems fitting to end the list.

Draft 1

As I’ve mentioned in many other posts, I like music. So, I decided that I would make a mix tape today. Cassette tapes apparently hold 60-90 minutes of music, so that seems like a good length to shoot for. I’ll assume 30 minutes per side, since I’m feeling unambitious.

Next I need a theme. I think today’s theme will be inspiration. It’s the point in the semester where it seems that inspiration is needed.2 Of course, inspiration comes in a variety of places. So, I’ll start with “Anthem” by Harry Chapin.3 I’ll follow it with Lenka’s “Anything I’m Not”.4 5 Next is “Corner of the Sky” from the Pippin (New Broadway Cast Recording) 6 Following that will be “Country Dreams” by Harry Chapin.7,8 Next: “Cover of the Rolling Stone” by Dr. Hook and the Medicine Show.9 After this: “Dammit Janet” by the Rocky Horror Cast.10 Of course, I would be remiss if I didn’t throw some ABBA in, so next is Dancing Queen.11,12 Continuing the theme of powerpop from older generations’ childhoods, “Don’t Stop Believing” by Journey.13

Backside: “Grey Seal” by Elton John.14 It was so tempting to put another Harry Chapin song here,15 but instead, “A Hard Day’s Night” by the Beatles.16 And: “Heartbeat (It’s a Love Beat)” by the DeFranco Family.17 Following that, “How Far I’ll Go” from Moana.18 Next: since I realize I’m missing Billy Joel, “It’s Still Rock And Roll To Me”.19 “Kelly The Boy from Killane” as performed by the High Kings follows this.20 Returning to nostalgia I have no right to have, “Livin’ On A Prayer” by Bon Jovi.21 And, following that, a song by an Iowa group,footnoteyay! “Long Goodbye” by the Nadas.22 Finishing off the playlist, “Mo Ghile Mear” as performed by Celtic Thunder.23

Time to give the playlist a24 listen, then revise/add comments. To begin: I started with Harry Chapin’s “Anthem,” because it has a strong driving beat, which helps focus, and it has lyrics that I appreciate. Also, the background instrumentation feels much sparser than most of his songs, which I appreciate.

Anything I’m Not follows, as it too has a strong pulse. Unlike Chapin, Lenka has25 a much more cheerful outlook. The song ends with an idea of escaping, and becoming free, which fits in so well with the next song.

Corner of the Sky is my favorite Pippin song, and one of my favorite musical theatre songs. Like many graduates of my high school, I have fond memories of watching our choir director sing this song at our senior choir concert. The song helps keep me focused when I really need to get work done.26 It speaks about finding where you belong, which the next Chapin song, “Country Dreams” does as well.

Unlike in the Pippin song, Chapin fully accepts that he’s given up on his dreams. But, he’s accepted that, and still keeps on trucking. Especially as deadlines approach, knowing that you’ve got something, even if it’s not what you want, is all you can sometimes ask for.

But, we still dream big, and so to do Dr. Hook and the Medicine Show’s in “Cover of the Rolling Stone”. Of course, once you’re at the top, there’s always something that can go wrong. A car could break down outside of a house, and you might need to go into a creepy house to get your way back to civilization.

Of course, that’s nonsense, but “Dammit Janet” from Rocky Horror Picture Show has the strong beat that we appreciated in the first songs, and speaks of Brad’s27 goal to achieve.

Next, “Dancing Queen” by ABBA starts with the line that students dream of during studies.28 After 20 minutes of concentration, I need something to lighten my spirits.

Of course, the next song, “Don’t Stop Believing” speaks to me every time I know I don’t have enough time to finish an assignment. Somehow, I’ll make it through. And there ends the front side.

In the time it takes me to switch our metaphorical cassette tape over,29 I need a quick and lively introduction. Elton John’s “Grey Seal” gives that to me. Then, since homework is still continuing, “A Hard Day’s Night” goes through my head when I’ve been inside a building working on an assignment, and am not sure which 6 the clock is pointing to.30 And, as the deadline approaches, our heart may start pumping out of control. But, if we remember that “Heartbeat (It’s a Love Beat)” you can tell yourself that it’s not panic, it’s love of the topic.

As the paper continues, I often wonder “How Far I’ll Go” in trying to finish the paper. What’s the tenuous connection I hope the professor won’t latch on to.

Each paper and assignment is still somehow different from the one before. But, as Billy Joel points out, “It’s Still Rock And Roll To Me”. Every work is different, but the same in principle.

There’s nothing special about “Kelly the Boy from Killane”, it’s just a motivational song.

As I’ve mentioned a lot so far, as a deadline draws near, students often feel nervous, like they’re “Living On A Prayer”. And, as we look at the work we have left in the semester, and the time left to do it, we may have to say a “Long Goodbye” to our friends until the work we all have is resolved. And, like any good playlist, it ends with hope. Specifically, hope that someone will come set us free. Here, “Mo Ghile Mear” stands in nicely.


  1. for the purpose of this essay, assume I have a muse whose name is Janet

  2. at least to me

  3. 3:56

  4. 3:18. Total time: 7:14

  5. and apparently this mixtape will be in alphabetical order

  6. 2:57. Total time: 10:11

  7. sorry, this may be a Chapin heavy playlist. I’ve been listening to a lot of him lately, so it’s on my mind

  8. 4:48. Total time: 14:59

  9. 2:54. Total time: 17:53

  10. 2:47. Total time: 20:40

  11. one of the songs that I listened to for the 15:30 of continuous CPR I was to do

  12. 3:51. Total time: 24:31

  13. 4:09. Total time: 28:40

  14. 4:01

  15. bonus points to whoever knows what song it is

  16. 2:33. Total time: 6:34

  17. 3:10. Total time: 9:44

  18. 2:43. Total time: 12:27

  19. 2:57. Total time: 15:24

  20. 3:29. Total time: 18:53

  21. 4:11. Total time: 23:07

  22. 3:06. Total time: 26:13

  23. 2:55. Total time: 29:08

  24. minimal

  25. to me

  26. the alleged point of this tape

  27. and later Janet’s

  28. Friday night and the lights are low/looking out for a place to go/where they play the rock music

  29. since I don’t know where I would find, make, and play a real cassette tape

  30. if my mother is reading this, I always go to sleep promptly at 10:00 pm and wake at 8:00 am

Wicked Review

Draft 1

Today, I had the great pleasure of seeing Wicked on stage. It was, as you might expect, absolutely fantastic. The stage was beautiful. The lighting was sublime.

Will He or Won’t He?

Draft 1

Today, as you might have noticed, is Thursday.1 On Thursdays,2 I’ve kept meaning to go to a Baptist Church somewhere in London, but haven’t for a variety of reasons.

So, there’s a reason for me to be at the Baptist Church, and it isn’t that I’ve had a sudden change of faith. Instead, there’s an Irish Bagpiping group that meets there every Thursday night. They’re an Irish Bagpiping group in the sense that they play the Irish Bagpipes,3 not the “normal” Scottish Pipes.4 Uilleann Pipes are objectively better as an instrument in many regards. So, I’ve been excited to try them, but haven’t yet.

The first week I was here, they didn’t meet, as it was Summer vacation in London. The second was the same. Last week, I was locked out of my dorm, so needed to find a way back into it.5 And this week, some members of the group decided to do a movie night, so I attended that instead.6 Maybe next week?


  1. well, as of writing this, it’s AD 2018, 20 September↩︎

  2. Thursday’s?↩︎

  3. Uilleann Pipes↩︎

  4. Great Highland Pipes↩︎

  5. spoilers, I got in↩︎

  6. it was fun↩︎

Footnote Frenzy

Prereading note: while writing a different post,1 I ended up needing to deeply nest some statements. I realized2 that I had spent around equal time setting up the prereading note to actually writing the post, so I decided to just turn the note into its own post. As a result, that’s Draft 0. Also, since I needed to make sure my3 footnotes parsed, I relabeled Draft 2 as 2/3, since it’s unclear which is the correct term.4 Draft 4 remains as such.

Draft 4

Like many bad authors,5 I rely a lot on gimmicks.6 Also like bad authors,7 I blatantly stole my gimmick from someone else.8 If it isn’t clear from the eight9 footnotes I’ve already used, my gimmick is footnotes, and nested ones in particular. As I mentioned in a previous post,10 I can’t have nested footnotes.11 Instead, I12 use nested sets of punctuation.13 So, when I had a chance to expand the list of nested parentheticals14 I use, I was happy.15 So, my list of nesting symbols16 now goes: footnotes,17 parentheses,18 square brackets,19 then angle brackets.20 Unfortunately, after that, there are no more brackets21 that I can find,22 so23 I used short and long dashes,24 then two asterisks25 when I needed26 to go one layer deeper in my nesting.27 I don’t28 like the way that they look,29 so I hope I don’t need to nest my footnotes more than five30 layers deep.31 And, as I read through this draft,32 I did find that the different punctuation helped me to parse the statements slightly more easily. However, long and short dashes don’t quite look different enough for me to parse at first glance, so it’s a good thing I33 won’t need to use them often. Anyways, the 86 footnotes34 of the piece contain a total35 of 1415 words within its footnotes. That’s nearly 70% of the entirety of the words written.36 Whoops.

Draft 2/3

Like many bad authors,37 I rely a lot on gimmicks.38 Also like bad authors,39 I blatantly stole my gimmick from someone else.40 If it isn’t clear from the six41 footnotes I’ve already used, my gimmick is footnotes, and nested ones in particular. As I mentioned in a previous post,42 I can’t have nested footnotes.43 Instead, I44 use nested sets of punctuation.45 So, when I had a chance to expand the list of nested parentheticals46 I use, I was happy.47 So, my list of nesting symbols48 now goes: footnotes,49 parentheses,50 square brackets,51 then angle brackets.52 Unfortunately, after that, there are no more brackets53 that I can find,54 so55 I used two asterisks56 when I needed57 to go one layer deeper in my nesting.58,59 I don’t60 like the way that they look,61 so I hope I don’t need to nest my footnotes more than three62 layers deep.63 And, as I read through this draft,64 I did find that the different punctuation helped me to parse the statements slightly more easily.

Draft 1

Like many bad authors,65 I rely a lot on gimmicks. Also like bad authors,66 I copy my gimmick from someone else.67 So, when I had a chance to expand the list of nested parentheticals68 I need, I was happy.69 So, my list of nesting70 now goes: footnotes,71 parentheses,72 square brackets,73 then angle brackets.74 Unfortunately, after that, there are no more brackets75 that I can find,76 so77 I switched to using two asterisks.78 I don’t really like the way that they look,79 so I hope I don’t need to nest my footnotes more than three80 deep.

Draft 0

Prereading note: Yay! I finally used more nesting.81 It now goes: Footnote,82 parentheses,83 square brackets,84 then angle brackets.85 Unfortunately, after that, there are no more brackets that I can find.86


  1. which will be posted (and rewritten) next time that the situation is valid

  2. about ten minutes in

  3. nested

  4. and I already have far too many footnotes

  5. and hopefully some competent (since that’s a bar I’m not sure I would consider this post at) authors (writers?)

  6. or at least one gimmick

  7. but great artists (according to someone)

  8. as the title suggests, my father’s “Daily Musings”

  9. nine including this (assuming no more drafts)

  10. no, I have no internal consistency for which words are hyperlinked. In all honesty, it’s what feels right as I type the command

  11. i.e. a footnote that has a footnote as its referent (the thing that sends you to the note [I think?]) or its reference (the thing you get sent to [or switch this explanation with the one above, if needed])

  12. as mentioned in the linked post

  13. which before today was limited to ([])

  14. which isn’t really the right term, because I use more than parentheses

  15. yes, the nesting of strings (references? I’m not really sure what the right word is here) is actually something I feel joy about

  16. since I find a string of parentheses in in succession hard to read (like the example here(see (if not do you see yet?) how hard it gets?)(hopefully) demonstrates), but different shapes in succession (like this [or this]) easier (still not always easy though) to read

  17. Like this! (ooh meta)

  18. seen in the footnote above’s “ooh meta,” or in most of the prior (or the following [with some exceptions]) footnotes

  19. I think they’re called square brackets (although they aren’t square [unless by square we mean Merriam Webster’s first definition <which, oddly, refers to the tool, not the shape>])

  20. which makes no sense as a name (since all brackets have angles [other than parentheses I guess <although it could be argued that they just have a lot of angles -but that feels like needless pedantry –although I guess all pedantry is supposed to be needless **because of the word “excessive”**– that I don’t know enough math for->, but they’re not too important <unless you actually follow the convention of parentheticals -but not the convention of avoiding their usage->]. Wikipedia calls them “pointy brackets”[which is kind of funny], so maybe I should too) in my opinion

  21. that I know (or at least strongly believe) are supported on the platforms I write and publish my work (if you can call it that)

  22. maybe there’s a reason for that

  23. as you might have seen

  24. I know one of them is an “em dash,” but I’m not sure which

  25. astereces? Given that it comes from Latin asteriscus, maybe not. CS people allegedly call them stars, which is much easier

  26. read: wanted

  27. if I were a bird, I would be so warm

  28. didn’t, and likely will not

  29. mostly because I feel like two asterisks feel less like a divider and more like two arbitrary characters

  30. not including the footnote itself

  31. wow five feels so much more freeing than three

  32. wow this essay is getting so meta

  33. hopefully

  34. that number was changed at the very end of the (writing of the) piece to reflect reality, and does not include nestings

  35. as above

  36. ibid

  37. and hopefully some competent (since that’s a bar I’m not sure I would consider this post at) authors (writers?)

  38. or at least one gimmick

  39. but great artists (according to someone)

  40. as the title suggests, my father’s “Daily Musings”

  41. seven including this (assuming no more drafts[which was wrong])

  42. no, I have no internal consistency for which words are hyperlinked. In all honesty, it’s what feels right as I type the command

  43. i.e. a footnote that has a footnote as its referent (the thing that sends you to the note [I think?]) or its reference (the thing you get sent to [or switch this explanation with the one above, if needed])

  44. as mentioned in the linked post

  45. which before today was limited to ([])

  46. which isn’t really the right term, because I use more than parentheses

  47. yes, the nesting of strings (references? I’m not really sure what the right word is here) is actually something I feel joy about

  48. since I find a string of parentheses in in succession hard to read (like the example here(see (if not do you see yet?) how hard it gets?)(hopefully) demonstrates), but different shapes in succession (like this [or this]) easier (still not always easy though) to read

  49. Like this! (ooh meta)

  50. seen in the footnote above’s “ooh meta,” or in most of the prior (or the following [with some exceptions]) footnotes

  51. I think they’re called square brackets (although they aren’t square [unless by square we mean Merriam Webster’s first definition <which, oddly, refers to the tool, not the shape>])

  52. which makes no sense as a name (since all brackets have angles [other than parentheses I guess <although it could be argued that they just have a lot of angles **but that feels like needless pedantry**>, but they’re not too important <unless you actually follow the convention of parentheticals **but not the convention of avoiding their usage**>]. Wikipedia calls them “pointy brackets”[which is kind of funny], so maybe I should too) in my opinion

  53. that I know (or at least strongly believe) are supported on the platforms I write and publish my work (if you can call it that)

  54. maybe there’s a reason for that

  55. as you might have seen

  56. astereces? Given that it comes from Latin asteriscus, maybe not. CS people allegedly call them stars, which is much easier

  57. read: wanted

  58. if I were a bird, I would be so warm

  59. and no, I will not use em dashes, since I still don’t know whether ems are the long or short dash (- or –), or how long and short dashes differ. If I ever learn, I may incorporate them (whoops, the draft above disproves this)

  60. didn’t, and likely will not

  61. mostly because I feel like two asterisks feel less like a divider and more like two arbitrary characters

  62. not including the footnote itself

  63. or I can learn to use dashes and em dashes (ooh I could use both of those to get two more layers free [shoot I’m writing another draft])

  64. wow this essay is getting so meta

  65. and hopefully some good ones

  66. but great artists (according to someone)

  67. as the title suggests, my father’s “Daily Musings”

  68. which isn’t really the right term, because I use more than parentheses

  69. yes, that is actually something I feel joy about

  70. since I find a string of parentheses in order hard to read, but different shapes (like this [or this]) easier to read

  71. Like this! (ooh meta)

  72. seen in the footnote above “ooh meta,” or in most of the prior footnotes (or the following [with some exceptions])

  73. I think they’re called square brackets (although they aren’t square [unless by square we mean Merriam Webster’s first definition <which, oddly, refers to the tool, not the shape>])

  74. which makes no sense as a name (since all brackets have angles [other than parentheses I guess <although it could be argued that they just have a lot of angles **but that feels like needless pedantry**> but they’re not too important]. Wikipedia calls them “pointy brackets”[which is kind of funny] so maybe I should too) in my opinion

  75. that I know (or at least strongly believe) are supported on the platforms I write and publish my work (if you can call it that)

  76. maybe there’s a reason for that

  77. as you might have seen

  78. astereces? Given that it comes from Latin asteriscus, maybe not. CS people allegedly call them stars, which is much easier

  79. mostly because it feels less like a divider, and more of just two random characters

  80. not including the footnote itself

  81. yes, that is actually something I feel joy about

  82. like this! (ooh meta)

  83. like the footnote above’s line “ooh meta,” (or like this [or any of the following explanatory footnotes])

  84. I think they’re called square brackets (although, they aren’t square [unless by square we mean Merriam Webster’s first definition <which, oddly, refers to the tool, not the shape>])

  85. which makes no sense as a name (since all brackets have angles [other than parentheses I guess <although it could be argued that they just have a lot of angles> but they’re not too important]. Wikipedia calls them “pointy brackets”[which is kind of funny] so maybe I should too)

  86. maybe there’s a reason for that