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Monthly Reflection

First Written: 2023 October 1 First Published: 2023 October 311

Draft 1

Well, another month as flown by, carried away on the wings of time.2 As you3 can tell from the lack of posts lately,4 there are many updates since the last time I talked.

In short, I:

Let’s see once again how that compares to the list that I tried to make about things I was excited for this month.9

Oof ok. So, I did do the first three of those, but I had already done them by the last reflection. I did not record a song, which is a bit of a shame. As you might guess from the lack of postings lately, last month was not a good month for me in many regards.14

I’m mostly ready for my upcoming talks, though that’s a brand new development. Yesterday I gave a practice version of the talks to my groupmates, who resoundingly hated the talk. In their defense, I agree with absolutely all of their comments. They mostly boiled down to the fact that a public presentation should be a story that’s somewhat educational. Instead, all that I had was a list of facts.

As a result, I more or less restarted, this time much more focused on collecting pretty images than anything like having a coherent set of facts. After all, it’s far easier to make a coherent set of facts when you have a story than it is to make a story from a set of facts. I don’t think that I have quite enough content yet, though, so I’ll need to think about other ways that I can pad the content. One option is obviously just to add in some more specific facts about what the different kinds of months are?15

I started hashing out the planning for the talk I’m giving at a real school. It’s for sure happening, which is really nice. I even have a date16 nailed down, which is great. Other than that, I vaguely know what I’m going to talk about.

So, what am I excited for this month?

All in all, it’s looking like it’ll be a pretty calm month, which will be nice, especially with how hectic my summer was.20 I’m sure that I did a bad job with my goals last month, but let’s see just how bad.

Goals for this month:


  1. Whoops

  2. Someday I’ll learn how to write poetry. Until then, we all get to deal with this

  3. hmm who is the you in this situation? Is it potentially future me?

  4. this phrasing implies that I expect to have active readers, which I don’t think I do

  5. which should go in my yearly goal post

  6. well, office, but close enough

  7. for a very, very generous definition of learn

  8. I think? The point of the session was a little muddy to me

  9. I wrote everything before this on the first, and nothing has really happened since then, so that still works, I guess.

  10. I did it on the first! I think I pr’d

  11. did that this morning/early afternoon. (it was a long swim time

  12. I am ninety percent sure I’ve used the program name in this blog before, but if I haven’t, this will not be the first time. I did it, in fact, last night! It went really well. Without (many) spoilers, there were like seventy people again!

  13. depending on Bureaucracy

  14. it’s much better now, though

  15. idk, I’m really lost and not feeling particularly inspired by anything right now

  16. i think

  17. real in the sense of a talk that was explicitly asked for and that I have legitimate plans for

  18. I should probably prepare something for that

  19. kind of? it’s a like “this is what science research is like for graduate students” event at a local high school

  20. it says something that giving two talks and two school visits is a boring month to me

  21. starting now